I TRIED(TOO HARD)

I TRIED (too hard)

I tried not to be foolish,
and I tried to face reality.
I tried to feel for you,
and I tried to be in love with you!
I tried to believe in me,
I tried to believe in you,
I tried to believe in us,
but I only tried.

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I didn't want you to break,
I tried,so you would not.
I couldn't feel for you,
but I,I gave you all the love you needed.
I tried to keep you from breaking,
while I tried,not to destroy you,
I destroyed myself.

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I am alive,but deep inside I am dead,-so dead
I killed myself,by trying to keep you alive.
It hurts so much,can't do anything,
It's like I am drowning, and there's no livesafer anywhere
I am not dying,just suffering,and there is no one who can save me.
It's my fault,what can I do?
What can I do...........?
-I tried instead of listening to my heart,
and that's what went wrong-I tried to hard

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I tried so hard,much too hard

21.7.06 16:00

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