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I always break my heart

I donīt mind falling in love
Actually I like it
I donīt mind loving you
Actually I like it

But everytime somethings about to start
I run away ahayhay
I break up with no reason at all
And then I just start to fall
Into deep sorrow
You canīt break my heart
Yet itīs breaking apahart
You canīt cause I always break my heart

I donīt know anything about you
Oh yeah itīs true
But I love everything I donīt know
Oh yeah itīs true

Yet I felt so unsafe,unsecure not knowing what to do ooh
I ran away ahayhay
I broke up with no reason at all
And then I started to fall
into deep sorrow
You couldnīt break my heart
Yet it broke apahart
You couldnīt cause I broke my heart

Damn I love you-but itīs over
Stopped myself-from having a lean-on shoulder
I could kill myself-cause of all the pain
Donīt know what to do-again ending up standing in pourin rain

Couldnīt break my heart
Yet it broke apahart
No you couldnīt cause i broke my own heart!
Canīt break my heart,Canīt break my heart
Cauese itīs always me who tears it apart
Canīt break my heart
Yet it breaks apahart
You couldnīt,canīt and never will
Cause I always break my heart....

laralogic (itīs about me)

La lala la lala

i didnīt call for you to pick me up
cause i didnīt want to spend money
thatīs why i walked instead of giving up
cause i wanted to save the money

la lala la lala
itīs called
la lala la laralogic
iīm toxic and iīm healing
iīm quiet while iīm screaming
itīs called
la lala la laralogic

i walked a hundred miles
cause i got bored
thatīs why i walked back again
cause i was so bored

la lala la lala
itīs called
la lala la laralogic
iīm toxic and iīm healing
iīm quiet while iīm screaming
itīs called
la lala la laralogic

itīs the way i think
no need to pretend
yeah i am different
but i can deal with it
i run when i want to walk
i sleep when i feel like staying up
i eat when i feel sick
i laugh when iīm about to cry
itīs to confuse the oneīs
who i want to know me
itīs called laralogic
itīs my way of thinking
noone else is like me
when i fall in love with someone
i act like i hate him
when i hate someone i act like i like him
you never know if i tell the truths
cause my truths are what youīd call a lie
itīs all about me,
not about you
itīs called
la lala la la
la lala la laralogic

la lala la lala
itīs called
la lala la laralogic
iīm toxic and iīm healing
iīm quiet while iīm screaming
itīs called
la lala la laralogic

lies and no truths

I am not innocent at all
you donīt know how hard youīll fall
donīt stay with me
i am a dream that will never be
stay away
there ainīt a way
for you not to get hurt
if you stay with me

my life is filled with no truths
my dreams are full of lies
i am false
because all of me is just a lie
my world is full of anger
it spreads out hurt,
all over the world
donīt fall in love with me,
itīs like playing with fire
your feelings will get burned

people go insane
when they stay with me
because there is nothing to believe in
not even me
you canīt be sure
that i will stay with you
today iīm saying i love you
by tomorrow i might be gone
there is nothing that you can hold on to
in my world nothing lasts forever
i got hurt a while ago
and i wonīt get better
i am taking it all out on the nice ones
cause i got hurt more than once

please just walk out the door
i just canīt bare with all of this no more!
I might be in love with you
but who knows if itīs true
my life is build upon a lie
there are no truths in sight
so PLEASE just go away
i donīt want you to stay
i canīt deal with this anymore
please just walk out of my door!

life keeps on getting better

they told me sheīs ugly
they said she is arrogant
they said she looks worse
worse than me in every way
they say sheīs not smart
they say sheīs really weird
they told me youīre not worth me
no,not now or ever before

but i so donīt care
it doesnīt matter anyway
you are ignoring me
and itīs better that way
and i really donīt care
cause it doesnīt matter
this life that iīm living
keeps on getting better

he told me she looks so good
he told me she is so pretty
he told me that she is far better
far better than me in every way
he said she looks smart
he said that she looks so nice
he says that itīs better for you now
better now than ever before

but i so donīt care
it doesnīt matter anyway
you are ignoring me
and itīs better that way
and i really donīt care
cause it doesnīt matter
this life that iīm living
keeps on getting better

yeah it does
whatever you say
believe it or not
i so donīt care
talk to the hand
iīm not listening
not to him,nor to you
but to those who told the truths


but i so donīt care
it doesnīt matter anyway
you are ignoring me
and itīs better that way
and i really donīt care
cause it doesnīt matter
this life that iīm living
keeps on getting better

itīs so hard to love somebody (when that someone really loves you)

i was just playing with your feelings
so donīt think i ever cared bout you
donīt say you see me crying
something just got into my eye!
donīt believe that i will come back
i am not prepared for another loveattak
now donīt think i miss you
cause what you see is me
happier than ever-without you
itīs hard pretending to love someone
when that someone really loves you
itīs so hard lying to yourself
every second every hour every day
when all you try to do is live a truthfull life
donīt think i love you
i was just lying when i said those three words
donīt tell me to wait for you
iīm standing on hot ground
gotta run canīt wait
donīt tell me to stay and talk
i canīt cause it is so hard
itīs hard pretending to love someone
when that someone really loves you
itīs so hard lying to yourself
every second every hour every day
when all you try to do is live a truthfull life
where did you come from
i thought i was alone
look away,i donīt want you
i donīt want you to see my tears
theyīre for you
okay,i canīt keep on denying it
i still love you
but it wouldnīt be the best for you,
to stay with me
thatīs why i had to pretend that
itīs hard pretending to love someone
when that someone really loves you
itīs so hard lying to yourself
every second every hour every day
when all you try to do is live a truthfull life
i never had to pretend to love you
cause i knew that you really love me
i didnīt have to lie to myself
every second every hour every day
i succeeded in living a truthfull life
but i have to start lying again
itīs better for you that way
i have to protect you from me
so i keep on telling you that
itīs hard pretending to love someone
when that someone really loves you
itīs so hard lying to yourself
every second every hour every day
when all you try to do is live a truthfull life
i am so sorry,please forgive me
i am just trying to protect you from me
that way i will never be able to live a truthfull life

guys think different

Just cause iīm not picture perfect
doesnīt mean iīm stupid
no
just cause i look a little different
doesnīt mean i wonīt get it
i can think i can talk
i can do anything
but just cause iīm not picture perfect
doesnīt mean i donīt get it


i see that you donīt want me
and itīs fine,you see
i donīt want you either
no not anymore
we used to be everything,
everything i dreamed of
and more
but it was all just a dream
you left me for her
in your eyes she looks better
better than me yeah
but in my eyes she looks worse
worse than me anyway
she isnīt perfect either
but it doesnīt matter
cause you are a guy

guys think different
guys think worse
one canīt even call it thinking
what you guys do,uhuh

Just cause iīm not picture perfect
doesnīt mean iīm stupid
no
just cause i look a little different
doesnīt mean i wonīt get it
i can think i can talk
i can do anything
but just cause iīm not picture perfect
doesnīt mean i donīt get it

in your eyes iīm not
but you never were good in seeing
so how could you be now
i wouldnīt even call it thinking
what you did when you left me
youīre a guy, canīt blame you
itīs what you guys do
you canīt think, you canīt really talk
you canīt do everything
and even though you
only want good looking girls
you donīt look good yourself
start thinking before acting
oh sry, i forgott

guys think different
guys think worse
one canīt even call it thinking
what you guys do,uhuh

now,
i am not trying to make you look bad
but everyting bout you is just so sad
girls should be sry for you
cause it doesnīt matter what you do
you try to think,only you canīt
cause youīre a guy,whoīll turn out
to be a stupid man

girls really think right
girls think better
one can only call it thinking
what girls do,yeahah

But now i know

You
youīre a pretty good liar
You
you had me fooled
You
you said youīd do anything
anything for me
You
you are the best liar
You
were the one i believed
You
lied the whole time
My heart
was deceived

You told me youīd love me forever
I remember it so well
it happened on the sixth of november
It was late december when i fell
You told me youīd love me forever
I guess forever ended a little time ago
I believed you,in november
I didnīt know better, but now i know

You
you were so amazing
You
were the one i looked up to
You
you were so amazing
You
yeah you were, in my eyes
You
you were my everything
everything and more
You
you were my everything
til you left me for sure

You told me youīd love me forever
I remember it so well
it happened on the sixth of november
It was late december when i fell
You told me youīd love me forever
I guess forever ended a little time ago
I believed you,in november
I didnīt know better, but now i know

I got fooled
I got fooled
I was such a big fool
Cause i thought you were cool
You
you lied the whole time
Donīt deny it i know for sure
that you were never feeling
the way you told me
cause NOW I KNOW

You told me youīd love me forever
I remember it so well
it happened on the sixth of november
It was late december when i fell
You told me youīd love me forever
I guess forever ended a little time ago
I believed you,in november
I didnīt know better, but now i know

through with you

I am sitting in front of my mirror
watching my reflection
see these tears rolling down from my eyes
theyīre for and because of you
Itīs amazing what you can see by looking at me
You see,I got hurt written all over my face
You can tell from the look in my eyes
That iīm not myself at all
By looking at my red eyes
You can see that iīve spend all night crying
But you donīt cause you just look away
It hurts so much that your not paying any attention
To whatīs happening to me
You donīt care,
I am just an unimportant part of your past
I would fight against a life without you
But there is nothing I can do

CHORUS
Go ahead ignoring me
Iīll be fine,just wait and see
I will never look at you again
Never again will you be my friend
I am through with crying over you
I am so through with you

I cover it all with make up
So you canīt see a thing
But it actually doesnīt really work
And itīs okay with me,
cause you wonīt even look and see
For me itīs like a bad dream
A nightmare
Only I am not able to wake up
I have to accept that this isnīt a movie
where I could just kill myself
Itīs not a job,that I can quitt
I am chained into it
Like a prisoner,
Running away doesnīt make sense
cause i will be found,by your face
chased by the memory of you,wherever i am
I am a prisoner of my own sorrow
And i canīt run, I canīt walk
I have to stay here,
watching you loving her

CHORUS
Go ahead ignoring me
Iīll be fine,just wait and see
I will never look at you again
Never again will you be my friend
I am through with crying over you
I am so through with you

How can love so easily turn into hate?
How could you fall in love with her
while you were still with me?
You told me you fell in love
And thatīs how you broke up
This was more than iīve ever been afraid of

Go ahead,
i will ignore you,too
donīt know bout you but i will be fine
we wonīt ever look at each other again
never again will we be friends
I am through with crying over you
I am only gonna laugh at you
I am not missing you anymore
I donīt mind you walking through my door
I am through with crying over you
And I am totally through with you

i donīt care

i donīt care if you think
i donīt care if you think
that heīs not good enough for me
i donīt care if i
if i deserve something better (than him)
and i so donīt care if he shouldnīt be with me
cause he is not good enough for me
i donīt care if he should be with you,
i donīt care if this is your opinion
all i care for is,
that i am happy
i care for myself
and i know he loves me
and i love him
so Donīt you dare tear us apart
itīs him and i
not you and him
i love him
and i will fight for him
cause i believe in a love that lasts forever
and i believe that we,
him and i share this love
the love that lasts forever

SOMEDAY

SOMEDAY
Someday youīll be sorry,
for what you did.
Someday youīll want me back.
Someday I will realize,
that I never needed you anyway. yeaheah
And Someday the world will stop moving,
Itīs all gonna happen someday.
But right now, I just donīt care.
-
You left me alone,
the night I needed you most,
You just left me there,
and you didnīt care.
I cried through the whole night,
then it was all over.
I ran away whenever I saw you (with her)
I cried a few hours,
then I was fine again
And now Iīm ready to forgive you,
īcause

-Chorus-

I should have known that it was gonna happen someday.
Iīm not sad anymore,
Weīre friends again,
and Iīve got this feeling ,
that you want me back someday,
and
SOMEDAY

-Chorus-

Someday, yeaheah

I TRIED(TOO HARD)

I TRIED (too hard)

I tried not to be foolish,
and I tried to face reality.
I tried to feel for you,
and I tried to be in love with you!
I tried to believe in me,
I tried to believe in you,
I tried to believe in us,
but I only tried.

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I didn't want you to break,
I tried,so you would not.
I couldn't feel for you,
but I,I gave you all the love you needed.
I tried to keep you from breaking,
while I tried,not to destroy you,
I destroyed myself.

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I am alive,but deep inside I am dead,-so dead
I killed myself,by trying to keep you alive.
It hurts so much,can't do anything,
It's like I am drowning, and there's no livesafer anywhere
I am not dying,just suffering,and there is no one who can save me.
It's my fault,what can I do?
What can I do...........?
-I tried instead of listening to my heart,
and that's what went wrong-I tried to hard

I tried to hard,
I didn't notice,
I thought,that I could make myself
believe in us.
I should have done something,
instead of trying to,
While I tried,everything fell apart.

I tried so hard,much too hard

ALMOST LOVESONG

ALMOST LOVESONG

can't tell you what I'm thinking,
oh can't tell how I feel
can't tell you how much I love you
Am I just dreaming or is this real?
can't believe you said you love me
can't believe that it's all true
You exist and my heart is beating for you.

How can I say I love you
without feeling so weird?
It's easier to write it down
than to say it face to face
But I want to, oh yes I want to,
I want to tell you that I am living just for you
And my heart it would stop beating,
If it wasn't for you!!

can't figure out how this happened
don't know what I did
to get the priviledge of meeting you
I'm not dreaming, so this gotta be real
You're in love with me,
can't believe it, though I know that it's true
I love you,and my heart is beating for you!

How can I say I love you
without feeling so weird?
It's easier to write it down
than to say it face to face
But I want to, oh yes I want to,
I want to tell you that I am living just for you
And my heart it would stop beating,
If it wasn't for you!!

This is an Almost lovesong,
can't you see, that I'm trying,
to make it a real love song?
I want to tell you now.
I want to shout iT OUT..
I'm in love with you...
I love you,
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU

How can I say I love you
without feeling so weird?
It's easier to write it down
than to say it face to face
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
But I want to, oh yes I want to,
I want to tell you that I am living just for you
And my heart it would stop beating,
If it wasn't for you!!

oh...........
can't tell you what I'm thinking,
can't tell you how I feel,
I'm not dreaming,this really is real!!
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you................